I just have to say... that moving to Berlin was a completely disenchanting experience, and I often find that I have become so resentful of this that I spread it on to others. Part of my problem is that (although I have a few friends here) I haven't had a good, genuine laugh, or a genuinely fun, good night out (not sexually, just fun..you know what I mean). Everything here for the past year has felt compromised, and it's one session of 'make due' after another. It's not that I dislike the place completely, but it doesn't feed my soul like my life in Southern California did, and I am starting to see new wrinkles forming...at 29.
HOWEVER -
Tonight, for the first time I actually took the time to do some erroneous browsing on this site. And I have to say that there were some extremely entertaining conversations in your recent past. And quite a few of you are as, if not more charismatic than some of the people I miss the most back home.
My point -
Thank you.
After having laughed, gagged, shuddered, and every other emotion provoked from the topics I browsed, I finally feel...alive? No too dramatic...I feel...like I just finished hanging out with a group of friends I've known for years. It's funny how tolerance, and relativity come into play here...I've said too much already.
My faith that assimilation might be worth the effort has been restored, slightly.
