Why are you unhappy today?

Can't you do a search for the shop & tel number?

Ah! Thanks leky, that might help solve some of my probs.

Because somepeople are just thankless buggers

cause its a beautiful sunny day outside and I after 7 years in Germany I still have noone to call "a friend" and drink beer with in the park without feeling empty...But emptiness is something u get used to over time, so ignore me!:)

one of my good friends at work is leaving.
I am already not a huge fan of my job, but there are 3 people who help make it okay. 1 of those people is only in the office on occasion and now the other is leaving
(and the one who's here occasionally might be here even less if they end up moving to Seattle)

sorry Kalida.
emptiness you do get used to, but it's still there...
even having friends around there's still an empty hold in life due to a stupid ocean between me and someone.

Because I didn't get the flat that I wanted

Cos the guy who hired me just got unceremoniously fired and i'm wondering what that means for me . .

My boss was fired too and now everything is all fucked up! Today has just gone from bad to worse.

no good deed goes un punished ...you know!!!

Because we've right royally messed up changing banks and may not get the paycheck until the end of next week, but the rent has to be paid before that!!! Arrrggghhh!

Keeping my fingers crossed for you, Dave!

Because the concierge just told me that on Sunday night two guys came into the building with a neighbor telling them they came to visit the 'tall blonde girl' in apartment 2.1 (my apartment, I am blonde, but average height). And after they got in the elevator with him, they mugged him.
Jesus Christ, I wasn't actually here when that happened but how glad am I now to be leaving today! I really hope the blonde girl thing was just a coincidence, and that they made that up and did not really mean me (I don't know anyone fitting that description so it would be really creepy if they had been talking about me)!

Because I got a letter from the DKMS (Deutsche Knochenmarkspenderdatei) two months ago already that I am a likely stem cell donor for a patient, my parents didn't recognize the letter though and so they didn't tell me. I will call on Monday and I hope they will tell me it's not too late yet, or that they have found a donor already. I may not turn out to be a match (they sent me a set to have blood drawn by a doctor to send in for more testing) but I would hate to think I was a match for someone and I wasn't in Germany when they tried to contact me.
(I had heard of people who had registered years ago and never heard anything, I only registered two years ago, so I didn't expect to hear from them and didn't bother to inform them of my temporary move abroad). Argh!

Because I was silly enough to go for a night swim in Brighton last week. Now I am stuck with a vicious flu and couldn't sleep last night without taking painkillers. Today I was going to go to an exhibition and a party but I really feel to bad to go anywhere and there is nothing I hate more than staying at home on a sunday.

Because it'S been over five days since the laser operation on my nose, and it does not seem to be getting any better.

Cos i'm getting fucked about royally and thinking of resigning right now.

Becaue while waiting at the lifts to go up to the office, at 08:40 this morning, you could cut the smell of BO in the air with a chainsaw.

Because a posting on here that I didn't make is causing me a big headache!

Because the loss of a friend.

My sister called to tell me my brother in law has been killed at work, (accident ,illness? Dunno) That's 3 people I know in a short space of time, jebus ! Who's next? I feel like Angela Landsbury!

Because i shall be leaving the office soon, it looks like its about to piss it down, I have no coat with me and I'm only wearing a shirt

Right, I just need to post in the happy thread now about the sale of beer at the train station and my day is done

Shit, heart attack. Goddammit all to hell.
Really fucking wondering who's next on the list. Shit.

Because sometimes when you try to explain some of the things that you are thinking you make a right pigs ear of it, end up winding yourself up and saying things wrong

I am sorry to hear about your Loss Sea-king!!

Because I have a horrible head cold and way too many fun things that need doing this weekend

jebus there is more chance of a snowball surviving in hell than that happening here. Boring bunch of fcuktarts that I work with here...

because back in May a package was delivered for my next door neighbour, I took it in, put it to the side did a thousand other things and forgot about it. I remember coming home a few days or so later and thinking of it but it wasn't there so I figured they'd been to pick it up. She rings the doorbell yesterday and it turns out they didn't collect it, it was a dress she ordered for 140€, I've searched the whole flat, cellar everywhere but can't find it, we've been doing so much sorting out etc. I'm starting to be convinced it was accidentally thrown out, which means I'm 140€ down when I can least afford it*, embarassed and very angry at myself. Oh and top things off its caused an argument between me and the man. Oh yeah, life's just fine and dandy at the moment.

*beginning of the week the man lost the monthly travelcard which cost 150€ so together we've managed to throw away 300€ in a week.

Because I am fat, fat, fat!!

Because i cant find the remote control for my DVD player ANYWHERE!!!

Just feeling lonely and depressed.
Nothing seems to be going how I want it to, and not even the sun is shining to cheer me up...!

I was very happy today until 2 minutes ago when I lost my satellite signal in the middle of watching the third set of the final at Wimbledon. Shit, I'm pissed I've been looking forward to this match between Federer and Nadal all week.

Guess I will go and read some blogs and pray to the satellite gods and hope to get my signal back.

Edit: It just came back. My prayers were answered. Don't know why I lost it? It's not raining here or strong winds.
It's rain delay and they are showing a rerun of the doubles match of the Williams sisters.

According to the commentator they are expecting to resume play in about an hour as the rain is expected to clear.

Pas, I'm watching it on ESPN Sports.

Well I was watching it. I just lost the signal again. This has never happened before.

Looking at the BBC it looks like there's enough water there for the problem to be their end;-)

BBC1 coming through fine on Eurobird-Astra 28.5E 10773 H. Tweak your frequency?

Because my ability to jinx people struck again, causing Roger Federer to lose. I think he is such an admirable sportsman and am absolutely distraught that he didn't get the chance to make history. But he was as gracious in defeat as he is in victory.

Gutted I am.

So much potential - but fleeting.

Because I've got a good odd amount of 20 or more mosquito bites all over me and thanks to the itching, I've had to use the old rubbing alcohol and scotch tape trick, so I look like I've got a case of the crazies now. (I hope that image made at least a few of you other TTers feel a little better or -gasp- even smile today! You're welcome.)

Oh, and I need to catch up on a few things, but I have no will to do it...

6 hours at the office has destroyed all the good created by a long weekend off

Cos the bar stewards didn't fire me.

Because what started out as a way for me to be a "cool" au-pair has turned into me being roped into going to the Nelly Furtado (outdoor) concert tonight with one of the girls I take care of, her best friend, a 14-year-old girl from the stables who they worship (basically rendering me redundant), my host-dad, my host-dad's college buddy, host-dad's college buddy's daughter, and host-dad's college buddy's girlfriend. I don't even like Nelly Furtado. Damn it.

Cos I feel a cold coming up.

Because I was really looking forward to going out Wednesday and Thursday evening to meet people from this website IRL ... but was reminded that I am clearly of the wrong mindset/demographic

Never get out of the boat.

Expaticus, are you saying you're not going to two TT events just because LiaB sarcastically suggested you could sit outside at the curry night? What the heck does that have to do with wrong mindsets or demographics?? Or perhaps there's more to it and I am missing some sort of behind-the-scenes Frankfurt drama, in which case do tell cos I love a good scandal.

In any case, judging by all your posts on this website, I'd have thought you'd have a thicker skin. You know how the banter is around here; don't be such a big girl's blouse, just go on and have fun.

because I was the ball in a very sad mind game.. and I got really hurt by it..

b/c i know that something happened to a friend to upset her terribly but i dunno what it was and i dunno how to help her b/c i dunno whats this all about and i just want her to be happy and i hope she knows im there for her no matter what!!!

Well my satellite feed came back and I saw the rest of the match. Yes, he was gracious in defeat. Did you see the post match interview Federer did with John McEnroe? When I saw Federer cry he became all that more human to me and even engendered more respect from me when he was able to display his emotions for the world to see.

I love Federer (I would even allow him to put his shoes under my bed), but I was rooting all the way for Nadal and I'm extremely happy he won.

This fucking ITIL course.
*bangs head on desk to stop self crying*

ITIL.. Yup been there done that, my head still hurts.

No, I didn't see the interview. Couldn't watch as I was too busy sobbing quietly into my pillow! Sigh! You'll come back next year Roger my boy!

I feel lonely...