Why are you unhappy today?

not yet.i dont know quite how to word it without sounding rude,but im not sure how to tell someone your sick of ironing handkercheifs and table place mats without sounding like a rude cow.

Sometimes you just have to sound rude.

I can live wihtout ironing my t-shirts and jeans (also called living off the dryer syndrome) so I think people can live without ironing the stuff you mention.

If your host family is German, they probably won't take it as rude. Maybe agree a time limit on house work every day, start with the important stuff, and then stop when the time is up, even if the last sport sock hasn't been ironed and folded...

the boyfriend is now back in Germany and I'm back to having a hole in life and missing him.

He's probably missing his h*** as well to be fair.

ahh i think i got it (what BD said) i'm still not sure... hmm...

thanks guys im feeling not so unhappy now it is nearly easter weekend! cinderella will be going to the ball on saturday night
and BD that made me laugh! sorry mere i know exactly how you feel with the LDR. *hug* for you
i will never post on TT when i should be doing more work though...after the above i had to dust and wipe two flights of stairs with two cloths...my knees hurt but i swear those stairs have never looked so clean!!! although if i do a good job they will ask me to do it more often...next time i must remember to do a BAD job then they wont ask me to do it again.or i'll get a b*ll*cking
stupid germans.
SJ

one of my fave posters on TT told me he won´t be playing on TT very much any more

My favorite Person/TT'er went home to visit his family.. I am happy he is able to visit but I miss him a lot already!

I have to work this evening and there's somewhere else I'd much rather be.

I am just sad!

Because Emily the three-legged hunter has contused her remaining front leg and is almost immobile, lying on the couch all day and mewling when her leg hurts.
(Yes, we've been to the vet.)

Although it has been a lovely Easter weekend, I'm sad because my 87 year old Norwegian-American grandmother shows more signs of her increasing dementia. It's been clear for months that she doesn't comprehend that I'm in Germany or that this is why I cannot visit her next week, let alone next month. But today there was something new. When I tried several times to wish her "God påske" (Happy Easter), and she just didn't understand.

Because I am tired and cannot sleep!!

I miss one more person in a long list of people who I miss..

Just because I am hurting so so much.. I feel totally alone and let down..

Had a drink of some imitation red bull 5hrs ago and still feel totally wired. meant to be getting up at 8am. not worth going to bed now. WIDE AWAKE.

LDR, no friends, no social life. I know it was coming, but it always damn hurts:/

yeah, the social life is horrible in Munich. I'm sad everytime i think about my friends back in the states. but gotta stop looking back, want to find friends (Americans meetup in Sausilitos this friday in Munich), look for a job, and learn how to speak this verdammt language (i've been here for a year and a half...still don't understand what people are saying half of the time).

And another job rejection letter comes in my inbox... damn!

Sorry about that...had the same happen to me a lot in my life.
Sometimes in pretty bad and nasty ways.

Not that it practically helps but anytime I'm feeling useless I read this: http://news-service.stanford.edu/news/2005...obs-061505.html
It's on Youtube as well...watch it

Personally, I'm am really pissed of about something (read someone) right now but on the surface I am calm and composed.
Thats bad right??

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what doesnt kill ya only makes you stronger right.

Yes, sure:) I know that one... It always is worst in the beginning. Verdammt!

Worse when you put up with all that shit for a year then finish with the bitch girlfriend just when it ceases to be a LDR.
Trust me

Don't even p@#(*$& me off;) Been there done that as well...

My sleeping pattern is now completely buggered. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh the rage is coming out.

Because I walked into My BF's flat... I was flatsitting and they had pulled up the floors!! grrr!! and Now they say they can not fix the floors until Monday he gets home Sunday!! GRRR.

because my ex wife is being a complete bitch, would not let me speak to my kids and invite them to my wedding, wouldn't give me the exact date of our decree absolute, which means I have to pay 40 quid more to get a copy from the court (my dad lost the paper work), she thinks I have made no contact with the kids for years and have paid nothing to their up keep (she stopped me from seeing them, and even would not except Christmas presents from me and barred all phone calls coming from Germany into the house), when I have followed her solicitors instructions to the letter and paid all that was required, and even more set up a trust fund for them, the bitch took me for nearly a million quid, hasn't allowed me to speak to my kids for nearly 7 years. Allowing my children to make their own mind up would have been nice.
Very PISSSED OFF here, but all I have done is piss myself off by making a phone call I should have not made

sorry.
wow... that does sound like a bitch!
Are the kids now old enough to be able to make up their own minds adn have a say?

Just because. Maybe it's not really unhappy, but sad or frustrated or something.

...because I´m down with the ´flu and in between sleeping ,have been trying unsucessfully to contact the boss to let her know that I won´t be there at 5.45am tommorrow, and I don´t want to be woken at that time of day by someone calling to ask why I´m not at work?...

for the first time ever I can not express how I feel about something... and I am pretty upset about it!

i heard chat on the radio about how it was 10yrs ago that scotland played brazil as our first game of the world cup in france 98.

10 YEARS AGO.

i was doing my standard grades then and vividly remember school that day, the final bell and everyone going home all excited. finished 2-1. obviously to brazil.

thats the best 10years of my life probably gone in what seems like a flash. how depressing is that.jesus, im on a right downer thinking about that!

Still pregnant...

I didn't win the Euro Millions lottery again. It seems to be a recurring pattern.

because the more i think about it, the more i feel like i am getting screwed over in so many aspects of life. not the best feeling, i should say.

Laurenlee

we are always screwed over by life, there are some f****ng great bits inbetween as George Orwell said, " Happiness is the thing that creeps up when your planning to be miserable" A big chin up

laurenrenee- no worries, you're not alone.

I suspect some former colleagues with whom I am on TERRIBLE terms (because I put my foot down and refused to take their gossipy judgmental bullshit - bad decision, btw) of being indiscreet with some of my current work contacts. I can't prove anything, and I can't ask either side without seeming paranoid or at least making things awkward. All I can do is tell myself to get over it and hope it either doesn't change their opinion of me, or that this hasn't happened.

It makes me unhappy.

Today a favourite TTerin of mine leaves Munich and I will miss her.

Time for a goodbye thread? I think I can guess who that is.

Me too!

Because my head is killing me. Damn headache!

My sleeping pattern is completely out the window after not sleeping till 7am about a week ago. Can't seem to put it right. Am starting to work and imagine I will be up till about 4am which is the average now. Bah.

Because I have to sack the best cleaner I have ever had as she refuses to register her business as required. No Schwarzarbeit around my place.

Good luck finding another good cleaner then...they are worth their weight in gold.

Better check your guest lists for parties then . . .

Stoopid female never turned up. This means I have to chase her down by phone* to get my key back in return for her cleaning slippers.
*Yes, she has my cell phone number, it is on the label attached to the key. She coulda called.

coz im bored senseless at work

Because for 12 weeks I have had excruciating sciatic pain and for the last two days it was better, back with a vengeance, writing this upside down in bed with a penguin tied to my nose, just to releive the pain. apart from the penguin all is good